D’s bloody annoying, I am tired of being sick, I am currently very bored, on the edge, snippy, tired and very grumpy. D’s going home in twenty minutes, and unfortunately I am thrilled. I don’t get my peace and calm, despite being sick. Hubby is being an insensitive asshole and cooks disgusting food and makes me eat it.

My sister is moving, and it is great for her, but since she is not going to have Internet for almost a month, I am going to miss talking to her terribly. The Internet is our only means of communication, as she does not have a home phone. I know that she is going to love her new place, and new fancy school, but I am going to go through a serious case of Cathy-withdrawal. She is my only female friend that I can just call up and talk to. Might make me a bit pathetic, since she is my sister, but I don’t care. She is sarcastic, creative, and fucking fabulous.

I am moody, feel like bawling, I am cold, nauseous, hormonal like hell (they switched by BC without asking/telling me. I am now on something new. Sure, it is still a generic form of the same as before, but it is a different generic version. I think that might be causing these hormonal outbursts) and constantly not hungry. I just want to roll up and cry. And over-eat fatty stuff. Like potato chips. Not the fancy “low fat, organic” crap, but real greasy, really bad for you stuff. Screw healthy food for now. I want stuff that is good for my soul.

Because they earlier screwed up my financial aid, they can’t give me the job. It’s all their fault, they do acknowledge that, but they won’t give me a job either. Only people with financial aid can get the job, and since I am in limbo due to them getting my social security number wrong and therefor not receiving my papers until way too late, I can’t get the job.

I’m pissed. Fuck them.